Oh shit.. I didn’t think things could get any worse but over the last year I’ve really struggled at night… sleeping is one of thing isn’t it…but then driving, oh no Middle age headlight glare.
I look a right twit in my cycling gear, though obviously I’m not cycling as its dark and I’m in a car. I always wear my tweed cap when driving, do you have a tweed cap? You should. And now these yellow lensed goggles. What must people think…
I don’t know about you but when I was on my bear hunt, my bike ride, my adventure I didn’t care at all what I looked like, what others thought or.. what I thought others thought (hummm) but now I’m back and staying in, and feeling like I’m not moving forward sometimes, those thoughts are creeping back.
It’s ridiculous isn’t it. It’s not real. It’s all made up by my mood and my head. Interestingly when I’m busy, active, engaged and communicating it doesn’t happen. I bet you knew that anyway didn’t you?
Although we seem to be coming through this it’s more important than ever to try and stay busy, have some structure, get on the bike or go for a walk. Force yourself. And stay connected. I know how hard that can be…but we all know it’s great medicine. Hopefully we’ll all get to finish.
The only other advice I can give you is embrace the tweed, just not on a bike ride… humm I wonder if they do tweed reinforced cycling hats.. my idea, my idea.
Over and Out